Things in life way us down so much, it leaves a scar on our heart, mind and souls.. and sometimes we don’t even know how to let go of it because we just don’t know how to lay our burdens down and put all of our trust in God. Not much people I know believe that God can pull us through anything and sometimes I feel that way too but day by day I realize that God is the only reason for my existence. Everything else doesn’t really matter. The material things in life don’t matter, the people who have no time to shoot you a hello don’t matter, the person you are so badly trying to form a relationship or friendship with doesn’t matter. In the end you only really have God he knows you more than you know yourself. When you are all alone talking to yourself or jus pondering on the many things in your life he is there listening, he is there comforting you when you are sick and crying, he is there when you are lost and trying to find your way back, he is there when you are brokenhearted and given up on love he is right there to remind you what not to give up on and look forward to. So I vow today to let go of all the negativity and just let God take control of my every being.He has been my rock for these past few months. When I’m just down and out he brings laughter into my life to help me cope with all that is going on now and I am so thankful that regardless of what I am going through God fills my life and heart with joy.
Feb 29