I’m so thankful to see another year. God knows last year was a challenge but I handled it very well. Not being in school for 6 months was so hard. I was depressed and did things I wish I could take back. Said stuff and saw stuff that I wish I hadn’t. I cried a lot. I went to a very dark place before I saw the light again.I realized I have another passion besides music and I decided to pursue it. I started to realize that I have to start putting my happiness first or else no one else would be happy. I lost friends and gained two true friends. I realized that wasting my time on selfish thoughts wasn’t going to work. I realized that depending on people to do stuff for you would get you know where. I realized that my days of receiving handouts were over and if I wanted something I had to go after it. I spent a lot of time along because I needed to time to think and reflect. I realized not everyone even family is forgiving and that WORDS are deadly powerful. Crazyyy!!!! I experienced the meaning of STAYING STRONG!! I was crazyy inspired to just do so much. I got my first job in retail and can’t stop shopping but this year I will be saving money :) Happy New Year Felice :)
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